Grace finds beauty in everything

I got a new job. Yay.

My week as been pretty stressful. I never thought I would ever walkout of a job. I felt like it was something that needed to be done. Ive never felt so burnout and stressed with a job. I wasn’t able to do what made me happy….. dancing, finishing school, and being part of the community. I don’t think they understood but i basically felt enslaved. i know, it sounds like I’m exaggerating! That’s how it felt!

The only reason I never left was because my financials and comfort level. I was too afraid to move in an unknown direction. Its scary not knowing whats going to be next in life. However, I’m not going to be emotional drained and missing what means most to me because a stupid job. They kept scheduling me for hours that worked for them and not me. This showed me that they really didnt care for me and what goes on in my life. I asked for days off in advance. They said “sorry but maybe we can work something out for the following schedule.” That’s not the first time i heard that.

I walkout on them because at that point i didn’t care. I understand that I probably let the crew down but ever since I got to my new job location were always missing someone. Someone called off for this or that……and who has to work hard at the end….Guess? It’s just not fair. People are mad at me because i told them why i was looking for another job. Everyone is disloyal to each other. Its so unprofessional …

After all that, I thought one person would understand but didn’t. I was hurt. I needed to be comforted not but down. I respect one coworker because he encouraged me to leave. He knew I didn’t want it anymore and wasn’t happy. He knew the things i wanted the company would never give to me because it didnt  apply to them.

Thanks old coworker. I cannot express how happy I am. I should be scared because I don’t have a job but I’m not. I have a provided and he will give me more than i could imagine. This just opens more opportunities to go full force in the direction i want in life.

I love my boyfriend! The End!